How long can a soul trudge the earth being busy before it will crumble up and die?    

Letting go of the past is quite difficult I am finding.   What I have learnt in the last week is that I seek to be important to people.  I search for my identity in others’ lives.

I am learning to let go of my need to be noticed , my need to be useful ,   to be somebody .       Because all it is is my need.   Yesterday a colleague said  that everybody on the planet  seeks out things to do  ,    something to achieve ,  busyness  ;       in order  to stop themselves having to feel .    There is a huge disparity in how much and what people do  to distract themselves ,   in some lives it is unnoticeable and in  others it causes utter dysfunction.

So what happens,   when we stop the wheel from turning and just sit ,    sit and feel?

I am learning to do this and it’s quite enlightening ,  how much you learn about yourself when you listen !  Listen to the whispers of your soul ,   tune into what your feelings are saying.   Underneath all that noise  ,   all that stuff ,   is you ,   yearning to have a voice in your life?

How long can a soul trudge the earth being busy before it will crumble up and die?

pexels-photo-356842.jpeg
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com